Hank called me a loserface. Most of you don't know Hank, but he's Janna's fake rooster that looks so very real and creepy and is missing an eye. And he called ME a loserface. Ouch. Coming from a fake, one-eyed rooster, that hurts. Cut me deep lol.
I have my first exam today at 9am. And I have the Asian Factor. It may be racist, but it's true, and their screwing me over on the curve. Although, i have managed to stay at about class average, and I'm okay with that. Bs and Cs get degrees! Or, if you prefer, D is for Degree. Because it doesn't matter what grades you get, as long as you have the degree when you leave, no one is going to look at your marks. Or at least that's what I tell myself.
Janna and I watched Bend It Like Beckham last night, and now I am totally in like with Jonathon Rhys Myers. I want his babies. I want his gorgeous, irish-catholic, irish-accented babies. Seriously, I could listen to him forever. *swoon*
I couldn't sleep last night, which was fairly rediculous. I just keep replaying things in my head, what I could have said or done differently, even though it really doesn't matter because I did what I had to do. I'm just...so very lonely. I need to know someone loves me enough to put up with my crazyness. I want to go to sleep feeling safe and wake up knowing I'm not alone. I don't want to be left alone with my thoughts anymore. All they do is depress me.
2 comments:
well really you have to above at least a 3.2 or something and then they start looking at your volunteer work and what you've accomplished outside of school; but what I've realised is there's a fine line between what you do and who you know- Network young grasshopper- network!
-h
P.S. I'm sure you won't get less than a "B"
I hate the Asian factor. Screws me over time and time again. Especially since I'm in the FOB classes.
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