So I haven't posted in a little while. No suprise, really. However, life has been a bit of a muck lately and I have nothing to say that doesn't sound like I'm wallowing in self-pity and whining...which I am, but I don't always like putting it out there for everyone to see.
Easter was just a dissapointment and a half. Mark, being Mark, fell asleep at 1 in the afternoon and didn't wake up until I phoned him at 4 40 to ask him if he was on his way on the LRT. Which he wasn't. And as dinner was at 5 and I was waiting until 20 min to for Mark, I didn't get home in time. So, I missed dinner with my family, which was a bit of a big deal to me since it was our first easter without grandma and daddy and I were supposed to get dinner together. But so much for that idea.
And school has just been ... stupid. I hate living at Lister. I know I whine about it a lot, but I really do hate it. I hate the food so much I don't really eat anymore. I hate living on a floor where no one gets a long anymore and stupid things just piss me off and I hate living in a place where people feel that they can leave crap all over. Seriously, the elevators and the lounges and just lister in general are distgustingly filthy. I truly think I've picked up some sort of paracite. And I just don't want to study anymore. Not that I've done a whole heck of a lot, but I'm ready for it to be over. As much as I hate being home, I just want to leave here so bad that I'm looking forward to moving back.
And you know what? Guys suck. There are days where I feel like becoming a lesbian because it would make things a hell of a lot easier. And those days are coming closer and closer together. Or, even better, why don't I just go back to the days of arranged marriages. I could do that. Much easier. Presto! You're married, start making babies wench!
Ahhh, the good old days.
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Mare...just because lister suchs doesn't mean WE have to have arranged marriages. And after all, we'd still be with a guy. Why not arranged Lesbian marriages! That would work to my liking.
And Marcus if you're reading this [Hope shakes her fist at Marcus Antonius], what happened to all that I taught you about being NICE to Mare? I should just take you over my knee and spank you.
~h
what beth said
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