Wednesday, July 27, 2005

A very long day.

'Twas indeed. This morning was just awkward. This afternoon/evening was boring and painful. After having been lectured by multiple parents, I started work. A 1245-915 shift, in fact. Oo, my favorite. (coughSARCASMcough) So yes, a very long day. My mum didn't react like I thought she would. In fact, she barely reacted at all. Perhaps because I was crying. She can never stand my crying. But I really didn't mean to this time! It's like my learned beahvior to automatically start crying when someone is angry with me because it's always gotten me out of trouble in the past. Stupid conditioning...Oi..At least she's not going to tell daddy. That one I was afraid of. But, with any luck, he won't find out and I've somewhat assuaged my guilty concience by telling mum. Oi.

Once again, my athsma decided to be particularly nasty and decided that I shouldn't be able to breathe properly. Stupid lungs...who needs them anyway? Actually, I guess it's really the bronchiols and trachea and such that is the problem, so I could keep the alveoli. They're nice. I like them. They have surfactant. But yes. I shall now absorb oxygen through my skin like a worm, thus I shan't need my lungs! It's perfect! Actually, I'd have to be moist all the time, and that could get annoying. Oh well, I suppose I'll have to go with Plan B and go back to the doctor like my mother wants.

There was the creepiest lady in the store today. She looked shocked the entire time I saw her. Seriously, her eyes were bugging out of her head, like this -> O.O It was so wierd. And I was called 'dear' today as well. That one I don't mind so much. I can deal with 'dear'.

I love my new hair, guys. It's awesome! Right, Rabe? Even Mark likes it, and I was afraid he wouldn't. But he does, so YAY! Theb, I think you may find me even sexier than before! lol. Anywho, I'm just rambling now, so I'm off to get some supper.

2 comments:

rach said...

whatcha crying about?

Mare said...

Tell ya later. Just email me or summat so I remember.