You know, I miss boys. I live in a house with three other single girls, so there haven't been too many boys around. Just Janna's friend Landon, but he pretty much keeps to her room. That was one good thing about Lister; there were always boys around.
And, as pathetic as it is, I miss having a boyfriend. I miss being cuddled and kissed. I miss not sleeping alone. I miss having someone I don't mind crying to every once in a while when I feel overwhelmed. I miss having someone to look pretty for. I miss the security. I miss feeling loved.
Don't get me wrong, I don't regret my decisions, but I do wish things had been different. I'm just so used to having males around, it feels wrong to live in a house of girls and have virtually no guy friends. Certainly no close guy friends, anyway.
But so life goes. I'll get over it eventually, I'm sure.
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