I just finished an 11 hour shift and I am exhausted. I don't know why I bother to volunteer to cover shifts when people don't show up. It's not like anyone really cares all that much. But I am getting 2 hours overtime pay, so it's not like I was taking one for the team.
This week, I feel so...detached from reality. It's like, I'm there and I'm doing the work, but my mind is completely disengaged. I feel like I'm just floating around. Something like an out of body experience, I suppose, except I'm hovering just above where I should be. It sounds completely crazy and wierd, but that's how it's been. I just feel...not a part of anything. I rather like it, actually. It keeps me numb and secluded from any feelings. Which is nice, because I think I would go crazy otherwise.
But I don't make sense. I need sleep. And a vacation.
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