I think breaking it off with Mark was the hardest thing I've ever done, and I never want to ever do something like that again. There were several reasons, most of which I don't really want to put down here. Suffice to say that I'm a horrible person and will probably feel guilty for the rest of my life. But I did what I thought was best for me, and I can't regret that. And a part of me will always love Mark, although it will never be in the way that he deserves.
But life is what you make it right? And so far I've made quite the mess of it, but perhaps I'll pick up the pieces a little better this time. After I'm done crying over them, that is.
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Here's my cyber-shoulder for you to cry on.
-Hope
I have complete faith in any of your decisions mare...I saw things through the year and I think you saw too that things are hard and were struggling. You're not a horrible person, you're really not. You're great and wonderful and even though you probably think all this is codswallop, it's not. All good things must come to an end, and slowly things will move on. I'm here for you mare...even though i'm way too far away right now, i'm here.
Rach is right, you're not a horrible person, I understand why you did it and I think you were right, things are better this way, for both of you, I just hope things get better for you here on out.
Hey Mare,
Sorry...I'm in Victoria right now...so I can't give you a call or anything, but I have to agree with Rabe and anon. I mean, you probably both knew that it wasn't the both thing for either of you. And I mean, it takes a lot of courage/strength to be the one to put an end to it. In the end, I'm sure it's for the best. I mean, you're only 19. You shouldn't have to worry about being tied down or anything like that. All the best and *big hugs*
~Clare
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