Saturday, November 05, 2005

Call Maintenance

Right, so today was fairly uneventful (homework, laundry) until I went to visit my grandma in the hospital. She's getting so weak, and so tired. She's lost over 20 pounds in a month. And now she's losing her spirit. Apparently, there isn't anything wrong with her spleen, it's her pancrease. It has a tumor. And they don't know if it's cancerous yet. But if it is, she'll die. And I don't know if I can handle that. And I don't want to talk about this anymore, because I can't cry here. Not in front of my parents. I just...can't. Just Mark and Rabe. They've seen me at my worst already lol.

Other than that, my day has been relatively normal. Lack of homework, but always is on Saturdays. *sigh* I can't wait to get home (home being Lister, of course). I miss my room and my floor and my rabe and my mark. It's just not the same here.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

your rabe!

Anonymous said...

lol- That's right Rachel, you belong to Mare! I'll keep your grandma in my prayers, gets some rest, don't worry too much about homework on Saturdays and have as good a week as you can.
-Hope